Ive realised that I definitely am not the only one feeling this way.
Malaysia Today (http://malaysia-today.net/blog2006/index.php?itemid=7719#nucleus_cf) and Uncle Kit ( http://blog.limkitsiang.com/2007/08/31/50th-merdeka-anniversary-feel-good-euphoria-absent-instead-a-stifling-feel-worse-sentiment-among-malaysians/) Nak Tak (http://naktak.blogspot.com/) blog ( also mentioned that the celebrations was so UMNOfied that it was just farcical. It’s disappointing to say the least, depressing in some ways. (also have spent a few hours with certain relatives, makes me more negative HAHA). My apologies about the links, stupid thing is having a “moment”.
Im so tired lah.. read the papers, hear the stories, not sure where we are heading..